Internal conflict is both normal and uncomfortable. Sometimes it’s so uncomfortable that it’s painful, even excruciating, and we want to leave it behind… most theorists see that addiction starts as a solution to some kind of problem or dilemma.
Brown argues that the refusal to acknowledge internal conflict is itself pathogenic, with addiction functioning as a failed chemical resolution of unresolved ambivalence.
, A Place Called Self: Women, Sobriety, and Radical Transformation, 2004thesis