Awakening is thus only incidentally pleasant or ecstatic, only at first an experience of intense emotional release. But in itself it is just the ending of an artificial and absurd use of the mind.
Watts argues that awakening’s essential character is not ecstatic relief but the termination of the mind’s self-referential grasping, rendering emotional uplift a secondary and transient byproduct.
, The Way of Zen, 1957thesis