The recollection of his own alienness, the recognition of his place of exile for what it is, is the first step back; the awakened homesickness is the beginning of the return.
Jonas identifies the recognition of one’s own alienness as the pivotal Gnostic act of awakening — the precondition of spiritual return to the divine origin.
, The Gnostic Religion: The Message of the Alien God and the Beginnings of Christianity, 1958thesis