when one employs the askesis of torturing, this mortificatio brings about the complete blackening called nigredo. The life of the material must be wholly and fully mortified, that is, killed dead. All usual responses no longer effective, not even as possibilities. Then the nigredo, blacker than black, like the crow's head, has been achieved. The state of blackness corresponds with the reductive work of psychological examination, mainly memorial: searching out old roots, pounding the past for its shames and traumas, grinding the smallest seeds so that they not spring up with fresh illusions and fresh despairs. The mortificatio means going back and down into the dark pathologized deeps of the soul. The nigredo mind's activity is characterized by explanations, especially those that search out origins and causal explanations which are concrete, material, historical, and fateful. The nigredo and its mortification occur not just once. The mind's explanatory attacks on the soul occur each time an accomplishment falls apart - and another descensus ad inferos begins. Once again, remorse, repentance, self-punishment, and a turn to fate. The fateful turn reveals the hidden purpose of the mortificatio and the nigredo: the objectification of psychic events beyond personal worth and intention. Something is being done to me beyond my doing.
— James Hillman
The final sentence carries everything: *something is being done to me beyond my doing.* That shift — from agent to site, from doer to undergone — is what the blackening actually accomplishes, and it is not comfortable to reach. The alchemists named mortificatio with precision: not metaphorical death, not therapeutic reframing, but the grinding of every seed so that no fresh illusion can sprout from it. The grinding is thorough because the soul's strategies for not-suffering are thorough. Each time an accomplishment falls apart, the mind reaches immediately for explanation — causal, historical, rooted in origin — because explanation reinstates agency. If I know why this happened, I remain its author, and an author can revise the next draft. The nigredo refuses that move. Explanation here serves the blackening, not the ego's recovery from it; it pounds the past not to produce insight one can carry forward but to exhaust the forward-carrying impulse altogether.
What emerges from that exhaustion is not a new self. It is objectification — the recognition that psychic events have their own fateful necessity, independent of personal worth or intention. That is a relief the ego will not enjoy, because it strips the ego of its preferred suffering: the suffering that still belongs to it. The crow-black state takes even that.
James Hillman·Alchemical Psychology·2010