In 386, Augustine sat in a Milan garden divided between two lives. A child’s voice came over the wall repeating a chant he could not place: tolle lege, tolle lege — take and read. He opened the codex of Paul beside him and let the first lines his eye found meet the deadlock directly.
The Confessions tells the moment as conversion. Depth psychology can also hear a configuration: the book did not deliver words Augustine could never have found by searching. It delivered them at the moment his ordinary argument could no longer protect itself from them. Chance became the instrument of attention.
The passage does not divine the future or settle the question for you. Stay with the friction between what you brought and what the page returned. This is reflection in the depth tradition, not therapy or clinical advice.