our internal compass is oriented toward excitement, pain, and shame. This inner world can be described as an ‘inside drug store.’ The shelves are stocked with bottles of excitement, toxic shame, self-hate
This passage argues that for adult children of dysfunctional families, excitement functions as an addictive inner substance — compulsively sought through manufactured chaos — rather than as an authentic positive affect.
, ADULT CHILDREN OF ALCOHOLICS DYSFUNCTIONAL FAMILIES, 2012thesis