The next person that comes round here, with drugs, for drugs or anything to do with drugs, they’ll get this bucket of water over their head.’ It happened to be Terry Blackwell and I tipped this bucket over him. It had come to such a stage in my head — I was frightened, terrified.
The bucket here functions as an instrument of psychic boundary-setting, its physical deployment marking the precise moment of an addict’s inner turning — a concrete enactment of the ego’s assertion of self-protective limits.
, Survivors of Addiction: Narratives of Recovery, 2011thesis